Sense of purpose.

I feel empty on the inside.Really empty.. i don't know why..is it because of friends? no...Is it because of family? No...is it because im hungy? no..I don't even know why i feel empty..all i know is that within me is a very hollow feeling that continues to linger within me despite efforts to keep it away. Everything i do seems to fail and i continually disappoint everyone with my actions..what can i do to get rid of this feeling? even my body seems to fail me..my sense of purpose have become distorted and gradually i began to lose the sight of the light and here i am typing away with no sense of purpose..i love my mom, my dad, my family, my friends but something seems to be missing. what is that unknown factor that keeps me from being joyful? for now i shall called that unknown factor "MISSING" to ease my sense of hollowness a bit by giving it a name. i wonder what happen to my "missing"? its just not there. Where oh where art thou "missing" ?

Sex

Hmm. Hey people, today i wanna talk about sex. i know..i know..to immature people its a like a x-rated topic but no. i wanna talk about how people think of sex. Well in general as male i think i could safely say that most of us are interested in women but most of us are not that open about sex but what im interested in is the mind of a women as in how do they feel and think about sex. i mean I've been called a pervert countless times but i wanna know what women think about sex. it really fascinates me the way a women think. they get emotional, they want to be spoiled , they have many likings they tend to fussy. all of this fascinates me and tickled my scientific persona. I wonder if any of you girls reading my blog think about sex too huh?

Studies.

Hey. Studies are really fun..i really like studying for some reason.

Study Study Study..TraLaLaLa

STUDY

We gotta study hey!

We gotta Study Hey!

Chorus

Study is the best!

Study is MAGNIFIQO!

Oh S.T.U.D.Y STUDY!

Hairul

One thing i don't know why study is so fun (oh yeah)

Study is my life (your life!)

So gimme a S (ASS!)

Gimme a T (TITS!)

Gimme a U (URANUS!)

Gimme a D (D CUPS!)

Gimme a Y ( Y do you ask?)

Study study is the best

If no one study, YOU SUCK

there it is again noobs

this song have no link whatsoever with each other so what we gotta say...

STUDY

WOOT

REGRET IT

I try so hard to make you cry

i try my best to make you lie

but all i did was make you die

and so i regret it( regret it) (regret it)

oh oh oh

Regret it, Regret it, Regret it

No no no

So Stop playing with my heart

or im gonna make you regret it..

Thank you very much.

Cheap skates..

cheap food..cheap stuff..yay tomorrow

Chatbox.

Next post. Chat box.

Haiz...

Today something happen. I grabbed kok hui shirt and suspected him of stealing my $10. no other choice since he's the only one that grab my wallet and slide it to the other side. Statement taken from the Zheng Kang.

Now i'm having a slight confusion. Should i trust my friend more or is my judgement wrong? Argh. Damn it. Damn it all.

And Today i would to congratulate my sis jasmine on getting a bursary award? i think. I forgot the award name X.X .

Ate Two bowls of Mee pok? and sliced fish soup plus mini hot pot respectively. Argh. Gotta start exercising. Chao!